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                        | Red Feline 
                            on the Cross - Chapter 2 - The Flagelum - Page 3 |  |   
                  | There 
                      were only two clear sounds in the room, Red Feline's breathing 
                      and the sounds of the rope as it was secured around 
                      the hook. There were no voices. The man was silent. No explanations, 
                      no accusation, no questions, no answers. Red Feline didn't 
                      know why she was there except that it was part of something 
                      she herself had created. She wasn't even sure if it was 
                      real or part of her daydream, a very vivid daydream. 
                      Her wrists hurt, her feet hardly touched 
                      the metal bar under her, where she could relieve the pressure 
                      and the pain on her arms.
                      She was familiar with the pain, often 
                      caused by herself, like the time she took some ropes, climbed 
                      a tree, set the ropes up and tied herself to the tree. 
                      She was able to hang there for a while, 
                      until she felt she could no longer be able to free herself. 
                      The sensation she had this time was 
                      similar, she knew she could be in that position for some 
                      time.She heard the steps of the man moving about.
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                  | To her side, 
                      hanging from the triangular frame, was a long whip. Down 
                      below, on a cut stone, there were a few nasty looking nails. 
                      She understood what the whip was for, of course. She didn't 
                      know the purpose of the nails.
                      The man reached for the whip and took 
                      it with him, stepping back into position. Red Feline began 
                      to breath heavily in anticipation. It was going to 
                      happen.
                      She had gone through such scenes in 
                      her mind many times, she played games with friends where 
                      she conceived plots that made her always the victim of some 
                      cruel fate. In her games 
                      she was always the damsel in distress, to the annoyance 
                      of her friends, although some of them glady participated 
                      in her passion plays. Now it was for real. She 
                      anticipated the lash with a mixture of fear and excitement.
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                  | She shook 
                      and held in a scream when she felt the first sting 
                      of the lash on her back, against her shirt.  
                      The pain was real, almost unexpected, 
                      unlike the pain she caused herself during her self-flagellations, 
                      different from the pain she felt when she had a friend whip 
                      her timidly in one of those games she played. 
                      This was the real thing and she knew 
                      that it was only the beginning. But 
                      that was also familiar. It was as if she knew how long and 
                      dreadful her ordeal would be.
                      She closed her eyes tightly and in 
                      her mind her surroundings changed. There was no metal base 
                      under her feet, she was dangling and the room was like a 
                      cave, except that there was an opening up in the top of 
                      the rocky wall and she could see the sky. It was night. 
                      She was hanging there and she knew why. |  |   
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                  | Piroska was not willing 
                      to serve her new master and the consequences of such defiance 
                      were visible on her skin. 
                      She had been trained in the same way as the others, 
                      but she always made sure to let her trainer know that she 
                      would not submit to the wishes of those who murdered her 
                      parents. Her teacher tried to dissuade her of such a pernicious 
                      stand, but the young woman did not budge. 
                      She lived like the others, sheltered in some way in 
                      what were the slaves quarters from where the Romans picked 
                      what they needed. Most of the women there went to serve 
                      in households, as house slaves, some were prepared for other 
                      duties such as serving in the house of the rulers. They 
                      were the special women, the most beautiful. 
                      They were taught to read and write as well as some 
                      skills that would make them special to their lords. Such 
                      was the training Piroska was receiving.  
                      But in addition to this training, her aunt, who was 
                      also her trainer, taught her to be a lady and to behave 
                      accordingly. |  |   
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                  | Red 
                      Feline felt the lash breaking through her garment, she felt 
                      a bit of cold air on the part of her skin that 
                      was covered before the lash went through the material, 
                      another lash, and then another, made the year in her shirt 
                      bigger. 
                      She did not cry out, 
                      she could only moan softly, reacting to the pain, while 
                      trying to sort the million questions rushing through her 
                      mind. 
                      "Was this possible?", she thought 
                      to herself as the lash ripped a bit more of her tight top, 
                      "Can this be happening?" Who is he? Is he real? 
                      Is he a ghost?". |  |   
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 | I 
                            was worried about how this first scene was going to 
                            work. Obviously JJ and Camille were very comfortable 
                            with it. They had played this so many times before. 
                            But I couldn't help a feeling of dread when I saw 
                            her being dragged into the room. When they reached 
                            the post he dumped her and went ahead to prepare the 
                            rope. Three times we repeated the scene, three times 
                            she was dragged in and dumped on the cold floor, she 
                            was almost naked, her legs had tiny splinters in them 
                            from the rough wood of the room. When JJ pulled her 
                            up it was for real, he made a big effort, I could 
                            see that. It's not easy to pull a person up. For a 
                            moment I saw Camille dangling against the post, struggling 
                            to set her feet on anything. After he tied the rope 
                            to the post, he took the whip and lashed her. That 
                            first lash sounded like a gunshot.  Margot |   
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 | I 
                            read stories of the French resistance, how the heroic 
                            youth of France resisted the Nazis. How some were 
                            tortured and killed in the Gestapo dungeons. But one 
                            thing is to read and to imagine the pain they had 
                            to endure. Another thing is to be hanging, tied up, 
                            almost naked, and be whipped. When I was dragged in 
                            I felt how some splinters were attaching themselves 
                            to my skin, but I didn't complain, I could take it, 
                            and then when my hands were tied and I was pulled 
                            up, I felt like my arms were going to break off my 
                            body. I hanged for a short while and I found a spot 
                            where I could place my feet. It wasn't the first time 
                            I had hanged up in the air, so I knew what I was getting 
                            into, but, nevertheless, it hurt like crazy...  Camille |  |  |    |