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Red Feline
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the Man in Black thought when he turned to see Red Feline
as she struggled to reach her anxiously desired destination.
Amused by the futility of her efforts, as amused as a cat
after trapping its prey, he began to toy with her a bit,
walking slowly behind her, giving her the false sense of
gaining on him. "You have to give her credit for trying.",
he thought as he smiled to himself. He loved to see her
try. He knew she was suffering. Her body was so lovely,
squirming like a worm.
It was Red Feline herself who was reading
his mind. She had such an access to the moment, that it
was then, when his words were so clear in her head, that
she believed it was a dream, that still she had the control,
she believed that she was putting the words in his mind,
she believed that he didn't have a mind at all, that he
was her creation.
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But at the very
moment she became aware of her body, the moment the
pain made its presence felt with ferocity, her feelings
changed.
She didn't know if she had moved a few feet
or a few inches. Her struggle made her feel like she had
gone for miles, and maybe hours.
The draft was stronger on her face now, and
she felt she had reached the door. It was there, almost
in front of her, she could push it open simply by extending
her arm, then the light would come into the place and break
the atmosphere, it would probably stop the nightmare.
She hesitated. "This is where I should wake up.",
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| Red Feline felt the
hands of the Man in Black forcefully grabbing her ankles.
She felt her legs suddenly lifted up and her body dragged
back to where she had started.
She felt like begging for mercy, while,
at the same, time she didn't want to give him the satisfaction.
A feeling of anguish filled her heart and mind while a sense
of resignation was also invading her. The process was beginning
all over again, the future was clear, more suffering was
in store for her and her one and last chance to escape was
gone forever.
Her strength, was also gone, the little
strength she had been able to muster, dissipated.
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| Red Feline's body was
dragged over the short territory she had gained so painfully.
It was so short, that she realized that she was weaker than
she thought. In a few seconds she was back where she started.
She reached out as if trying to grab something that
should exist, as if trying to reach out for help, or maybe
for sanity.She wanted to be back home, she regretted
the moment she walked into the old house, she regretted
being what she was.
She no longer anticipated what was to come, her hesitation,
at the moment when she saw the edge of the door in front
of her, was costing her dearly.
"What if I had tried to push the door open?",
she wondered, as her belly was raked with splinters from
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The Man in Black
dragged his captive back to the post, where the rectangular
frame was set up. Red Feline again perched herself in the
higher dimension from where she could see how the man gave
two final steps and then dropped his captive's legs.
She saw her body inert, not moving, just lying
there, on the floor, a bit of fresh blood streamed down
her back, some of her wounds had opened again. She had given
up. There was no longer any wish to flee, there was no way
she could avoid what was coming, there was no defense, no
hiding place, no way out. She let the dark take over.
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We started at five again,
this was our third day, the second in the dungeon.
Camille rested from the ordeal of the night before.
Her body was still aching, so it wasn't hard for her
to get back in character. We had to begin where we
left the night before, so JJ tied her up again, where
she had been whipped and told her to let her body
slump. She was there, as if she hadn't been down at
all, as if the night and day that had gone by were
just a dream. She remained there for a few minutes,
and I'm sure that for her it probably felt like hours.
When JJ felt that she was ready, he let her down and
we began the scene. When she tried to run away, dragging
herself away, I could sense her desperation. She was
making it real. When JJ dragged her back, she let
out a faint cry of anguish. I felt sorry for her.
We were back in the story and I felt a part of it,
not just a voyeur, capturing her suffering on film,
but actually another torturer. My camera was causing
her to suffer. She had to be dragged over and over,
for me to get the shots. In a sense, I was directing
torture, not film.
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I slept so nice, it was
like my body decided to turn off its feelings. I woke
up at two in the afternoon, everyone was up and doing
something while I was just sleeping, and sleeping.
I had a faint memory of the night before. Not concerning
the whipping, that I remember very well, I just had
to look at myself in the mirror and see my back.
The nail was gone, JJ took
it off so I could sleep and not kill myself with it
in the middle of the night. My memories were more
about what happened after I was tortured. I was on
the mattress, Margot was taking care of me. She kissed
me and laid on my side, facing me and caressing my
face, she was truly tender. When JJ got on the mattress
behind me and pulled the nail off my back, Margot
held my face with her hands and kissed me for a long
time. I felt the pain on my back and the sweet flavor
of her kiss at the same time...and then I felt how
JJ lifted my leg up a bit and went inside me, slowly
while Margot continued kissing me. Oh, it was such
a great feeling...really great..
Camille |
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