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Red Feline
on the Cross - Chapter 5 - The Spanish Horse - Page
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all lost sense of time, she was not aware of when the
lashing stopped or the exact moment she fainted. She could
see her body lying on the cold floor of the dark room,
she could feel the cold air coming from the outside through
a drafty door somewhere, or perhaps a window. The hard,
cold floor felt as gentle as a mattress and Red Feline
let her body rest, her mind shutting off any sensation
of pain, even though her entire body was screaming.
She had survived again...and again she was not sure if
at the time when she was lost in her dark, silent world,
when she was not in touch with her real existence, when
her ass was exposed as it was, he took advantage and came
inside her. It would've been so easy in the position she
was in, her body bent over, so accessible, so vulnerable,
so open.
She felt the stare of her torturer glancing at her naked
body. "She looks so beautiful", he thought, as he moved
around her; but then again, maybe it was her who was putting
those thoughts in his mind, for, after all, he was her
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Reacting to
his movements she painfully and slowly tried to move her head.
She couldn't follow him, so she just closed her eyes
again and wished that this moment of peace would last
forever.
Her wounds were closing, the blood drying
up. She could feel the nail on her breast moving with
her breathing and the one in her back pressed against
the floor. She tried not to move so as not to intensify
her pain.
She could hear, half awake as she was, her
torturer walking about, she knew this peace wouldn't last
forever.
Her fears were confirmed when she felt his
hands taking the shackles off her wrists, she hoped that
perhaps, in a rare moment of compassion he was freeing
her from her bonds, that he came to the decision that
she had enough punishment, that she deserved to go free
after all the suffering .
But all those wishes were just empty
cries of anguish in the dark night of her soul. He
was not freeing her at all...he was preparing her for
more torture and that is how she would've invented this
story. She never gave her heroines a chance to go
free before the ultimate torture.
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| The Man
in Black took Red Feline's hand and gently raised
it over her body to the front. She saw the wooden
stick he held with his free hand pass over her head.
He inserted the stick in between her bond and her
wrist.
She didn't want to guess what he planned for her
now. She didn't want to think, she wanted to go off into
her dark world, that new home she found beyond time
where Piroska was hanging from her cross, facing
her tortures. "Nine", the soldier cried
out as the lash went flying to meet Piroska's flesh.
Red Feline noticed something she had not noticed before.
Piroska's body looked very much like her own and there
was something that made her wonder even more. A birthmark
below her waist, to the left of her navel.
She lingered in between dimensions for a short
while, perhaps a fraction of a fraction of the time
that it takes for an elusive thought to travel through
the mind.
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| The Man in Black grabbed
Red Feline, raising her slowly, to get her other
arm in front of her, to then place her down again. The
touch of his hand on her arm was strong, her dark
peace was disturbed, the sight of Piroska hanging from
her cross dissipated.
She felt something pleasant in the way the
Man in Black held her arm, there was something like a
warm vibration coming from his touch. As if he was transmitting
something good to her. It was almost as if
this was a fantasy and she was with a lover who was caressing
her skin with tenderness.
But as she was placed on the floor again, she felt
lonely and fearful. Her other wrist was tightly fasten
to the wooden bar, again her hands felt numb, again her
dark world was invaded by pain. There was the anticipation
of what was about to happen, she knew that the wooden
floor under her was not going to be her companion any
longer, that the wooden bar was her future.
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She looked down
on her body through his eyes as if he was taking one last
look at her restful body, her legs had not made a move,
only her head. She could be dead, for all he knew, if
it wasn't for the muffled cries that he heard once in
a while, he would probably think she was dead.
She could see that her eyes were closed
and that she had found some rest, finally, in one of her
bodies at least, because the other one was facing
the whip again as the soldier screamed "Ten!",
and the lash cut across the air and crashed on her breasts.
The young slave raised her head to look up to the far-
off world where her other body rested and then closed
her eyes and waited, her heart pounding, for the next
lash to carve its number on her body. "Eleven!".
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The
fifth day of torture was beginning.
Making sure that everything was as we left it
the last time was a bitch. Camille went back to
her position, the one she was on three days before.
That night, after Camille
fainted, JJ went behind her and unceremoniously
opened her up and went in, I kept shooting.
At one point they were not acting anymore, they
were just fucking. They took their time, rather
JJ took his time, I don't think Camille was considering
time. For her the whole ordeal probably was already
lasting forever. I tried later placing myself in
her position, my hands behind my back like
she had been. I couldn't remain like that,
even for five minutes.
So now Camille was back
there, she was going to be taken down and to her
next torture. The Spanish Horse!.
Margot |
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I
spent three wonderful days of resting, watching
movies, eating and writing in my diary. I couldn't
take a shower, I was not allowed, but I wanted to
go out, see the sun, let the fresh air inside me.
JJ made a compromise. He would take me out
on the condition that I was to use the opportunity
to see the world from a different angle. I was going
to wear very old and ugly rags, I was going
to keep my hair unmade and I was going to pretend
I was a wasted bum.
I went
to the park, dressed as he said, looking totally
pitiful. But I was too happy to be out to
look really miserable, so instead of looking like
a bum I looked like a poor crazy girl, just out
of the nut house. I was not ignored. I think
I even smelled bad.
My reward for
being such a nice girl was to have an extra free
day. Actually I knew that JJ and Margot were frightened
by our last experience. I'm so much into this that
they cannot tell when I'm just acting and when I'm
hurting. What they don't know is that I can't tell
the difference either. So for the next torture JJ
gave me a brief speech which I decided to ignore.
The horse looked too exciting for me, I was going
to go all the way...I was getting wet just thinking
about it. JJ was jealous of a piece of wood. Margot
was wishing she had the courage to be me.
Camille |
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