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Red
Feline on the Cross - Chapter 5 - The Spanish
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Feline was left alone to spend the night? day? She
wasn't going to find out because the darkness in the
dungeon was not as dark as her night. She
remained unconscious, perhaps a relief, for quite a
while.
She was both a witness and a participant
of another event. She could see from the distance
how Piroska's body was lowered from her cross and as
her body reached the ground, she also felt the relief
on her arms, even if they were still attached to the
timber.
For a moment there was complete
silence, everyone was looking at the naked body on the
ground. The soldiers stood silent, waiting for instructions.
Piroska's aunt was sobbing uncontrollably. The voice
of the Governor crossed Red Feline's ears as if he was
speaking to her.
"Take her to the dungeon and
place her in the Fosa!", he ordered "So the
insects and rats can eat her body.".
The soldiers grabbed the timber
to drag her away when Piroska let out a moan, revealing
to all that she was still alive. "Wait!",
the Governor yelled. "She lives!".
Red Feline felt a hand grabbing her
hair and was back in the dark room where the Man in
Black unceremoniously lifted her head and dropped it.
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Red
Feline, absorbed as she was with the fate of her
alter ego, the young slave, hadn't heard the ominous
steps of her torturer who returned to continue his work,
because, for him, that's what it was, work.
He checked to see if she was still
breathing. She was resilient as she was stubborn and
courageous. Red Feline knew those thoughts as she knew
what the Governor thought of Piroska who moved her
head and opened her eyes to see the sky above and the
soldier looking down. She heard the Governor as he ordered
again. "Take her to the dungeon and you...",
he turned to Piroska's aunt, "...you keep her from
dying today...but only today". Saying this, he
walked away as the soldiers dragged Piroska, followed
by the crying aunt.
Red Feline felt the pull on Piroska's
arms as her own arms were pulled up. |
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| The Man in
Black pulled the horse from under Red Feline, pressing
it against her wounded flesh. She reacted momentarily
by pulling herself up, more an instinct than anything
else. She could still gather some strength.
Slowly, she felt herself being pulled
away from Piroska's body as she was painfully dragged
to the Fosa. As she left the yard, she passed through
a path that led to an entrance and some steps into what
before was a large cave.
As she was dragged into the dungeon, she passed
into the dark room where Red Feline was still being removed
from the wooden horse.
The merging of these worlds in Red
Feline's mind was not a strange event for her. She often
exchanged fantasies in her head, playing with them,
making them interact. It was especially true when she
was in physical distress, as when she hung from her
tree.
She was familiar with the young
slave and that cross where she had been lashed, she
knew the horse where she sat all this time, under the
whip. She knew them well, she had fantasized often about
them and she was curious to know why it was all becoming
so real. Had she finally lost her mind?
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| As the
wooden horse was pulled away, a sudden relief came
over Red Feline, followed by a sharp pain on her labial
lips where blood returned to a normal flow. She
let out a soft moan.The wood forced her legs to open
wide, and as it was pulled, splinters and wires scratched
her legs as the torturer finally dismounted her from
the horse. She felt her weight pulling her arms,
her wrists.
Her body twisted slowly in the air.
She was feeling her body while, at the same time, feeling
Piroska's body dragged into a large cell inside
the enormous cave, slowly recovering her consciousness
and the feeling in her body.
The soldiers dragged the young
slave inside a cell and placed her in the center of
it, face-up, her wrists still attached to the timber.
One soldier pulled Piroska's aunt into the cell. "What
do you need?", he asked. "Water,", she
replied, "and a bag of healing herbs I have in
my room, you can ask one of my apprentices for it and
bring it quickly, please.". The woman sat by the
side of the tortured slave and tried to release her
wrists from her bonds. She couldn't.
Red Feline looked down at the body
of the young slave for a brief moment. It was her own
body she was seeing, still hanging in the dark room.
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Piroska
looked up from her unconscious state and saw her aunt
over her, crying softly, while at the same time
the body of Red Feline, hanging from her wrists, twisting
in mid air, and beyond, her own body resting on
the ground of the cell.
"Cut the rope.", her aunt
requested from the soldier, "I can't help her like
this.". The soldier cut the ropes that held Piroska's
thin wrists. Large incisions were uncovered by the ropes.
They had cut deep, almost to the bone, the blood was
dry by then but as the ropes were pulled away, some
of the dried blood and skin were pulled away as well.
Piroska bled again.
Her aunt ripped her own garments
and began to wrap pieces of them around the bleeding
wrists.
Piroska turned again to see Red
Feline hanging in the dark room. Her feet almost touching
the strange wooden floor, her arms stretched, her breast
pierced by the long nail, her eyes close, her breathing
low.
"Where did she suffer the most?",
Red Feline asked herself. She didn't know. |
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The
fifth day of torture was not done,
the next torture was about to begin. As
Camille sat there, on the awful looking horse
of pain, I wondered if she would be willing to
continue for the night. She
looked so pitiful, the blood on the sharp edge
of the horse was so telling. Her head just hanged
there, as if all of her energy or life force
had left her. As JJ walked away after the
ferocious whipping and left her I was filled
with pain myself. I had seen her face up close
when JJ lifted her head. Was she really in a dark
world where pain could not reach? Or was
she just making us believe that?.
I wasn't really
surprised anymore, I could see that Camille could
take a lot more than even she thought...we were
half way there, the worst was yet to come.
I wanted to go to sleep. When JJ came back and
told us that it was enough I was relieved,
what I didn't expect was Camille raising her head,
still in character saying: "Chicken.".
The next torture was
about to begin. Camille remained seated
on the horse as JJ prepared her next ordeal. I
wasn't sure anymore how much was our fantasy and
how much was her reality. We were halfway through
... but still, the worst was still to come. Camille
knew that too, and she probably had a chance to
consider this question as she sat, whipped,
tired, pained...waiting for JJ.
It was her challenge,
after all. She had called JJ chicken...It meant
that now JJ had to prove himself. So he decided
to have her sit as long as he needed to prepare.
Now he was ready
and the challenger was waiting, her head down,
as if fainted...or maybe fainted. She waited long,
and I know she wasn't comfortable on that horse.
Margot |
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I
rode the wooden horse for more than 5 hours,
from the moment JJ tied me to the wood and
lifted me up to the moment he came back to
let me down for the night, I never got a
break. My choice. I felt the wood sink
into my lips and the lash fall on me over and
over. I felt the pain but I also felt the excitement.
I felt challenged. I saw the scared
eyes of Margot behind the lens, I felt her excitement
as well.
JJ
was ruthless, as always, forgetting, sometimes,
that I was not made out of rubber. But
it was enough for me to look at him in the eyes,
without coming out of character, for him to know
that he should slow down. He took me down gently,
carried me to the bed and laid down by my
side. I didn't move for a while. He
didn't come inside me, perhaps he was afraid he might
find a splinter or two in there. Fear of
pain? Margot left us for a while, when she
came back we were both sleeping, in our work clothes...dirty
and sweaty... we probably smelled too. She
laid down by JJ and went to sleep. She was very
tired, the camera is heavy.
Camille |
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