I can't get over one unexpected
side event to my experience with this movie.
The crowd of actors, by growing their hair some,
and because a lot of the actresses are young
women who happen to like 60's music, my life
is in flashback mode. It looks like we're all
living the 60's.
Margot can't make up her mind about wether
I'm doing the right thing or just having a terrible
middle age crisis. I would think that I had
my mid life crisis 5 years before, when I met
Margot and fell madly in love with her. But
she had a point.
I was back in the country where I spent my
teenage years, after almost 30 years, this had
an effect on me, specially because I didn't
see my old friends, those my age.
The people I was surrounding myself with were
the actors, of all ages, but mostly the young
ones. The feelings I had before I left were
returning and with force. The question in my
mind was, were my feelings for Camille real?
Were they for the woman? Or were they because
of the nostalgy of that lost time?
Once again I raised the stick to beat Camile
I could tell she knew what was coming. She
reacted by turning away with anticipation. It
was as if she was my prey and I was the predator,
ready for the kill.
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