From Camille's Diary:

There was a mirror in front of me, it was always there but it was the first time I could see myself like that.

I was almost naked, a few loose strands of my ripped gown were hanging off my shoulder and the rest covering my tighs, my underwear was visible and I didn't like it being there.

My body was red and shinning, wet with sweat and bloody marks.

The sight of my body, the way the light was falling on it, was something else. I looked amazingly sexy. I looked like I was so much in pain that I was impressed.

I was looking at me without coming out of the situation, without betraying my curiosity, as far as JJ, I was screaming in pain and suffering.

Jan Jac's version:

Camille's agony on the cross had begun. I didn't tell her about what I intended on this session, I wanted it to be a complete surprise when the moment came. I wanted her to react the way she felt she should. That was important.

A big part of playing a role is to react properly to the unexpected. If the reaction was not appropirate, the performance could look fake. The proper reaction made the performance real.

In this case, Camille reacted like she should. She expressed the pain and anguish, the fear, the helplessness.

She couldn't do anything to prevent it, she couldn't save herself. Her fate was sealed.

Part of her experience was going to affect her acting in the movie we were going to shoot in a few days, that was important. But more important to me was her experience on the cross. My aim was to make her the character of my dream film.