The Training of Camille - Session 2

We continued the performance. I played a bit more with the camera, to get closer views, to go back to wider views, pausing at times to look at her, and beating her with the rod over and over. She was not showing that she wanted to end the game. She went on.

After breakfast, I went back to tying MaRe up and beating her. It became a three day experience that ended up in one video that will never be seen. It was very dramatic because she put all of herself and I simply went with it. It was a diferent experience. I wasn't looking for a realistic performance. We were not playing characters. We were having a moment. It was MaRe and I.

MaRe knew we were not going to have anything beyond those moments. I didn't have to tell her. There was Margot and she didn't know we were having issues. MaRe didn't know that Margot had gone to Europe a few days before with the intention of perhaps staying and never coming back. I was determined to go after Margot, to make her realize her mistake, to bring her back. MaRe didn't know any of that. What she knew is that I was in a relationship with someone who was her friend and that was that. So we became co-conspirators. Secret lovers. She loved it.