Featuring
Now |
| |
|
|
Coming
Soon |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
The
Training of Camille - Session 2 - Page 17
|
|
|
| 
|
Camille had enough of me beating
her belly, chest, legs. I went behiand her
to beat her back. Why, I asked myself, was
I turned on by such brutality? A question
that began the very first time I experienced
pleasure by looking at pain. It was very early
in my life, so I'm sure that the moment I'm
remembering was not the first. I'm sure that
that sensation, that fascination, was within
me when I was born and that it expressed itself
long before I became aware of it or I remember.
|
| 
|
What I thought was a curse,
was now the source of inspiration, of great
fun, of really good sex and of intense relationships
with very beautiful and powerful women. Women
like Camille who was about the feel the rod
on her back. The blood on her body was good
enough, not as good as it was going to be
in the film. I wasn't careful about that detail.
I just wanted to test the effect and it was
working. I was taping it for my archives,
for the future. |
|
I stood behind Camille, enjoying
the sight of her body, the way she moved it
as the rod went crashing on her skin. MaRe
had suffered the rod as well. It happened
before Camille came into the picture, soon
after Margot left for Europe. MaRe was impressed
by how her body looked, by how the blood run
down her breast, how deep the wounds on her
back looked. I tortured her one evening while
she hanged from the beam. At the end I let
her down to the floor where she tried to cover
her naked body with the rags that were near
her. The effect of that action was so dramatic
that it moved me to tears. Even my dog was
affected. He went to her side and started
consoling her by licking her face |
| 
|
|
|
|
