February 24th

We showed the film! There were 200 guests, it was full. It is the first time for me. I was overwhelmed with emotions while we were showing the film. The reactions of the audience were so perfect. They laughed, they screamed, they commented ... on the right spots.

When the screening was over and we went out there to talk, we were applauded and cheered. Everyone loved our film. I'm happy. All the suffering is paying off.

I looked very, very good. There were lots of comments on my rolling down the hill. So, my acting career has begun ...

February 25th

I'm on my way to France, alone. When I went into the plane I felt very strange. Like suddenly all the life I had before was over, only a memory now.

I remembered when I left France four years ago. My life changed then. France became a very far away place, almost unreachable. Now I'm gong back and I don't know what I will find..

JJ has a big cold, he came to the airport with me even though he's sick and it's very cold. I was sad to leave him, but I'll see him soon in France.

He waited with me until the moment I had to go in for boarding and told me he would stay until the plane had left the city.

He told me that he loved me more than he ever imagined. Maybe I'll have a bad cold now.