I was waiting on the steps of a big building in Stuttgart, in front of the park, while JJ was making phone calls, when a guy came to me to talk. He was young and cute. I was holding the poster. He wanted to see it. He recognized me in it and said that I look like Jodie Foster. He was so impressed that he gave me his card and took the copy of the poster. My first German fan.

After the meeting in Kolhn we had a fight in another park, near the station. I was being silly, maybe I was just tired. Maybe I wanted more attention. Maybe I was hungry.

We took the train to Italy. On our way, we made love in the cabin, sitting, hoping the control person or another passenger wont show up. We were alone in the car and the tension was stimulating.

I was in a playful mood and I wanted to do something different.

JJ was holding the camera so he shot a video while I danced for him and took off my clothes. He was a little nervous.

What if somebody comes?

The cabin of the train is a little small, big enough for 6 people if they are sitting. It's good for three people if you pull the seats to make something like a bed.

It was just for the two of us now. I closed the curtains and took my top off.

I was wearing pants, I took them off, I was only wearing my underwear when I sat on him; he put the camera away. I moved on top of him, feeling him inside me, I felt a tremendous love for him. We were passing by some fields, there were some mountains, big mountains. Looking out the window of the train it was like looking at post cards.

I'm living a wonderful time now... and it's just the beginning.

The day was over, it was getting darker, we were making love and the train was rushing to Rome.