May 28th

We are on our way back to France, it's a long trip, really long, most of the way is like a desert. It will be like this until we reach Madrid, where we'll change for a night train to Paris. And then .... and then, poor us, we'll split for a short time. Oh, we had such lovely time in Alicante, it's so good we have it all in tape, something I can watch over and over again years from now ...

I'll never forget when we made love in the beach at night and in the water in the day... the hotel room was small but nice and the climate, what a wonderful, nice and warm climate. It's almost like the south of France, a bit wilder perhaps. In France we have too many well known places in the south, too many people, too many rich people ... in Spain they have large areas where there are hardly anybody.

Well, Alicante is not one of them. Beautiful, small city, great beach, hmmm.. I love it, I love it and I Loved it!!!!

I love JJ.

May 30th

The attic at my father's house again, the weather is changing a lot. I have to work on my papers so I leave JJ alone a lot, he goes bike riding in the forest, he told me he got lost for two hours, couldn't find his way out ... I had a big laugh.

We still sleep on the small mattress on the floor, it's a single mattress, so we sleep very tight against each other. It's very romantic. This whole trip is very romantic. It seems like we've been together forever. We did so much in such a short time. I'm besides myself. Happy happy happy.

But JJ is leaving me soon, I'll be alone, visiting friends and who knows what else ... and studying. I have to cover at least one semester so the year won't be wasted. JJ says it will be a cinch and time will fly... I hope so.

He told me he was sorry we didn't go to Barcelona, the one place he wished we had gone to. He wanted to show me the Cathedral of St. Eulalia, a martyr saint that died on a cross. "I hope to make a movie about her one day" he said almost in a dreamy state while we were resting on our love matress. "And I'd love to play her" I said before he kissed me good night. "I promise" he said.