| July
25th
Today we started a bit different than the last
time. I was wearing only a small gown that reached
my thighs. That's it.
I was facing the wall again, my hands tied
together over my head, blindfolded again.
Suddenly, just like the last time, I felt the
rod falling on my back, smack in the middle. I heard
the crack of the thin rod crashing against my skin,
I jumped and before I touched the ground I felt
a second lash, this time on my ass, which was not
covered by the gown, Jan hit me on my bare behind.
A third one fell on my shoulder and on and on, they
kept falling on my back and legs and ass.
As Jan whipped my back he kept pulling my gown,
ripping it to bare my back, so the strokes were
harder, more painful.
At each stroke the pain was more intense, but
somehow bearable and somewhat exciting. At one point
Jan hit me across my chest, right on my nipple.
It was bloody murder, I think I wanted to cry. A
few more strokes and I heard Jan walk to me, he
uncovered my eyes, he was sweating, his eyes looked
wild. I was scared, trembling like a lost dog and
crying. The gown was in pieces, he had been ripping
it apart as he beat me. I was almost naked and hanging
before him. I can't express the sensation, I wanted
to make love so badly while at the same time I wanted
to kick his balls off.
He stopped. I think I received something like
20 lashes, maybe more. I didn't count. Jan released
one of my wrists and pulled it across the beam so
I would be with my arms stretched open again, as
he pulled my arm he ripped part of my gown, uncovering
my breast. I couldn't scream, my cries were muffled.
I wasn't acting, it was real.
I felt like the gown went up to my waist so
I felt like I was naked from the waist down... actually
I was naked from the waist down.
I was quivering and my legs began to shake,
I tried to let a moan come out but before I could
do anything I felt the pain across my belly, and
another one across my legs. I jumped again, when
I fell down my arms felt like they were going to
break away from my body.
I was standing on my toes, as the rod fell
again and again on my chest, belly, legs... One
of the strokes went again across my breasts, touching
both nipples at once. My nipples were very sensitive,
part because of the pain, part because of the excitement,
... the pain was unbearable.
I felt like the tip of the rod bent on my nipple,
I would think that a small nipple like mine could
not stand in the way of the rod, but the rod fell
on it and bent. The pain was so horrible I tried
to kick Jan and jumped many times. I think he noticed
that he got carried away so he stopped and walked
to me, saying in a commanding voice, as the character,
not as himself: "Don't get out out character, whatever
you want to tell me, tell me in character"
"Please" I begged "stop, ... I can't take it
anymore, I'll do anything if you stop it"
Jan grabbed by head by my hair, making me look
at him, I was in character, so I looked at him with
fear, but his eyes were so intense, that my fear
became real. Suddenly there was a lot of tenderness
in his eyes, he kissed me and then he stepped back
a short distance, made me look at him as he raised
the rod to hit me again. I closed my eyes hoping
that he was just scaring me when I felt the rod
going under me.
With the tension and pain I had opened my legs
a bit, so the way to my pussy was basically open
for the rod. It hit hard, it went up my ass. He
hit me twice, I felt like fainting and killing him
at the same time. He then stopped. I was breathing
heavily, furiously, full of pain.
I was suffering, feeling the air on my breast,
I felt something wet on my back, the feeling was
strange. I felt the stinging pain on my back and
the warmth of what I thought it was my sweat.
In front of me there was a mirror, it was always
there but it was the first time I could see myself
like that. I was basically naked, a few loose strands
of my ripped gown were hanging off my shoulder.
My body was red and shinning, wet with sweat and
some bits of blood.
The sight of my body, the way the light was
falling on it, was something else. I looked amazingly
sexy. But I was so much in pain that I couldn't
enjoy it.
I noticed then that Jan was walking to me,
with what looked like nails and a hammer. I looked
at him in fear, he was going to kill me, he was
filming it.
I begged with my eyes, I shook, quiver, twisted
as he approached, grabbed my wrist and forced me
to open my hand, exposing my palm.
I let a sigh out threw my head back, gasped
for air ... and fainted.
He grabbed my legs and opened them up lifting
me up and placing me around his hips, I was almost
resting on him, with one look he asked if I wanted
to make love. I said yes. Slowly he went inside
of me, I was completely wet.
He practically grew inside me. The pleasure
and the pain mixed almost made me faint a couple
of times. We came together screaming. It was a total
experience I don't think I can repeat it.
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