| September
6th
Margot has a role in the movie too. She's my
rival. She's a mysterious woman who helps the detective
and she's jealous of me. But her jealousy seems
real to me. I think she had a nice thing going with
Jan and never expected that someone would come into
their life and screw it for her.
September 10th
We are really working hard. It's been a while
since I wrote anything and it looks like it's going
to be that way for a while, at least until we finish
shooting the movie. The American kid is kind of
in love with me and jealous of Jan. He found out
we are together so he's really upset... he thinks
Jan is too old for me. In fact I think a lot of
people think that way.
September 15th
Finally a day of rest, actually three days,
so I'm off to the tropics with Jan, to the same
hotel where we met.
September 17th
We are near the river, there are cascades and
waterfalls that are just amazing.
We are at a very isolated location, not one
person around. This solitude makes me horny. We
made love some time ago, but I feel like making
love again.
Taking the sun in the tropics .... The cool
breeze caressing my skin, the sound of the cascading
waters is like a song from the cradle. My mind wandering
from short dream to short dream, stream of consciousness
galore, thinking of Jan, dreaming of Jan...
September 18th
We are back in the small town. We spent a couple
of days by the river, in our little tent, hardly
with any food and lots of bugs. Me were somehow
turned on by all of that. I took a shower under
a waterfall, it was nice. The water is so cool and
pure. Lots of orange trees around, delicious oranges
out of the tree.
We are going back to the city early morning
tomorrow. Tonight we are going to the cabin up in
the hill, where we first talked about me acting.
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